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上个拜六…我经历了我人生的第一次—洗厕所…我活了22岁人, 第一次洗厕所. 我从来没有在家里洗过厕所..
为什么上个学期为我们洗厕所的安娣们不见了?快点回来啦….我想念你们..哈哈
讲真的,现在我看到那干净的厕所,还真的有点满足感..哈哈

 放假回来, 身边很多朋友都问我, 他现在怎样了?
哈哈..我真的不懂, 坦白讲,很多关于他的消息我都是从他的部落格看回来的..我跟他真的很少联络,MSN 他每次都是AWAY,可能是时差吧,他睡觉我起床,我睡觉他起床,所以只有久久才打一通电话给他.可是每听到他的声音时,感觉又回来了..

 朋友说我执著,我有尝试过的啊,可是每当我要走的一刹却又折返..可能是上天给了我用这三年的时间来忘记他吧,又或者三年后大家都有所改变,明天发生的事没人知..

 在这几年里,我的确陪伴着他成长.我还记得,我时常陪他去买漫画, 认识我的人都懂我是个不看漫画和小说的人,怎么会在那种地方出现? 他的第一支须刨,
也时我陪他买的.他的第一个面模是我帮他敷的..当年他进大学,我也陪他买了衣服,球鞋,领带..我还是他考了车,第一个载的人..哈哈.当年我真的给他耍了,我原本去MMU 读,
他去TAYLOR, 然后他竟然读中六,我又跑回去读中六,结果他跑去读DIPLOMA..气死我..还好那时每两个礼拜都会回来..那时我还走进了他的生活,妈妈的生日礼物竟然由我来挑选, 去超市买现成炸鸡, 买烧鸭加料,回想起来真好笑…

 偏偏就是岁月弄人,可能是距离的关系,在加上他的生活圈子大了,认识的人也多了,在加上两个她,我们的距离也越来越远了..我有点后悔,如果当初我积极点跟他常联络,现在就不会酱生疏了..我怕越渴望见面然后发现,中间隔着那十年,我想见的笑脸,只有怀念,不懂怎去再聊天,即使在见面,成熟地表演,不如不见…

My Future…Nutritionist???

 As I step
into my 4^th sem, I discovered
that the field of work of my course is not what I was expect. I was thinking
that being a nutritionist is easier coz I dun like research and lab work. I do
not have that kind of endurance to do such lab work and I admit that most of
the time during my lab class, I was dreaming! Hehe…for the people who knew me
also realized my characteristic- talkative…I can easily chat with a stranger,
even for the patients and their family in hospital. (It is true, can be proved
by my course mates who training with me:P)

 For my
course, I feel that we are trained to be a pegawai zat makanan and will be
working in government sector and not for private sector….Oh My God! I never
think that working for government leh but why so many people keep on encourages
us… Haih, I don’t think I can work for government coz I cannot talk in BM..I
will die or may be fired first..haha

 The period
of training is getting end…Dun ask me what I have learn during training…Is it the
chance to learn their what time they are having their morning tea, lunch?? And
2 and half hour for lunch every Friday?? Playing Mario with yc?? I am getting
confused…should I step into another field of my interest???

我并不是想说我有朋有纠纷..哈哈

总觉得朋友一直以来在我心中都固定的位置,没错, 他们都帮了我不少..尤其是我有需要的时候.还记得有一位很好的朋友在我很紧急的时刻, 立刻从他钱包里拿了两百块给我..那时的我真的很感动, 还自己在想–认识他,真的死而无憾…

曾经有位朋友对我说过一句话:“你不要酱独立啦..”其实并不是我很想独立, 只不过是环境所逼,
觉得自己能做的东西就不要麻烦别人..在加上暂时还没有人给我依靠..其实, 我并没有你们想像中的强..

 不久前, 老美对我说:“ 有什么不开心的事,
尽管说出来, 在OLD FLAT有两位衷实听众永远等着你.”…真感动!难道我选UPM真的是错吗???
为什么不开心的事总发生在大学生涯里? 可能USM 会比较开心…

人长大了, 想的东西也不同了.我也学会了认命, 相信上天在我出世时,
已为我安排了一切..这个世界也不会因为我而改变. 我也开始肯定家人的重要性,
坦白讲, 我以前真的觉得朋友比家人重要, 但现在已经醒悟了..妈, 恕我不孝..对不起..

A trip to Japan…?? Yesterday my fren called me n ask me wan to go TOKYO or not..Sure i’m happy..He told me that he wan treat me to Tokyo n ask me wan to go or not..Lots of consideration running on my mind!!I’m not worry about the fees coz he say he will treat me the ticket and sponsor me 50% of all the spendign including use for eat and shoppping in Japan..Walau..but i reject him after a few minutes..
I’m thinking that is it i should go for it..coz this is a chance for me to go Tokyo since I desired to go Japan (country that i hope to go if got chance but seems i can’t afford all the fees). I think besides me, most of the girl also hope that can go to Japan at leasr once in their life time. I considered that how a 24 yrs old guy do  for me..Where he get so many $$ suddenly? If i go, i think he need to spend about RM 6000++ on me and how he sustain his life in the future coz he just 24..and how about his spouse? i think he should save more for his spouse..PaRents permission? Attendance of lecture??
Anyway, i wan to thank him coz he was hte 1st person who offered me this BIG chance…hahaha

erm…last week my fren’s hp has been stolen in ktm serdang…haih, i think the ppl who noe him will noe wat happen. At tat moment, i felt sad also although tat 1 was not my phone coz i’m the only person who together with him…i watch the whole process..His phone is quite expensive+ new n i felt guilty coz i should told him not to put his hp in tat stupid place..
He looked so down n sad, i also dunno wat can i do to console him…i talked wat, he just answered my question..i scared he got no mood to play wif us in the day coming for 2007 countdown coz he told me tat he wan go back to penang…
Luckily, he became happy liao..n the time when i saw him smiled, my heart totally relief…hehe..

September was really bad 4 me!! Many things tat happened without my control n i can’t manage them at all. My BesT FrieN leaving…wat can i do??? Aiyo..something tat i discovered lastly but it seems too late. Before tat, u even not tell me tat i’m important at all so i dun tell u also. Finally i heard from other tat i got 2nd important place in yr heart as a best friend, if u told me early, then i must treat u better n better in the previous year. Now this things is not important at all…nevermind
Thanks for all my best friend that really help me n heard me keep on telling story espcecially chris, lala…..etc.
Anyway, hope u all got u a great Moon cake festival coming..!!!

My sem break started…quite no meaning la coz almost all my best frens are finished their sem break already. Anyway, tis is my 1st blog la..give some face…n now i felt tat i got a bit miss of my coursemate..tis sem we getting close n close..i finally realized that cooperation and helping each other are very important for us…